Not that I Know

2011-10-30T22:37:00.000-07:00

2011-10-28T01:52:00.001-07:00

2011-10-28T01:38:00.000-07:00

Current Addiction #2 : Tablo - Airbag

2011-10-28T01:33:00.000-07:00

I need an airbag

다가오는 거대한 슬픔에 부딪히기 전에

I need an airbag

피하기엔 너무 늦었어

Held memory tight.

2011-10-04T22:48:00.000-07:00

October 4, 2011;

1 Year 4 Months.

I'll try harder to hold and remember every single moment that we have together.

I wish I could turn back time and say whatever cross my mind.

I wish I have those permanent ink to write every moment, without even bother if I forget something.

We'll meet soon.

I'm feeling raw. But still, you shouldn't have to act that way, dude. Yaw dude.

2011-08-13T23:07:00.000-07:00

August 14, 2011;

Well, most people are not naturally nice. I mean maybe for some reason they have act like 'I am the senior worker here, and stay out of trouble with me' or maybe 'You should smile at me first because you are newbie here' or 'you sucks if you don't Hi me bitch'. People who acted like this I can simply called you some kind of shallow-minded-you-bitch. I don't know. Maybe you are not.

I could see that workplace can be some what scary.

I am not sure why this is happening. This is not happening to me yet. I can visually see how those senior worker are treating new member worker. You see this kind of thing is every where. Yeah, everywhere. It do make me think, is this going to happen to me either? I am not to judge anybody, but if we are to be nice to everyone, I am sure they will treat us the same way we look at them. Don't you think the same as me? Gosh.

I'm currently based at some kind of design site. Wait, I remind you again. This is NOT about me. Really. It is not.

Back to my story.

It is not fun when your work-mates ( which have nice face in front of you, and sour-hate-you-the-most face at the back ) start to isolated people away, to make judgement from the first day you are working there, I do feel pity to your self. Can you just stop and being nice to everybody. I can't think of any other word, but yeah, don't you think you are being too shallow-minded for people who work there for like ages? Unless you are not that highly educated. opssieee.

I am feeling raw. I am not taking any side either. I just want everybody to be nice ( which is impossible ) get along together, exchanging stories. It sounds much much much better than I-don't-like-you face. Don't brag too much because what comes around, goes around.

So, what the fuck yeah? I am beginning to lose some respect to you for treating other people like that at workplace. You are not that good either slash good manner slash respective people. Oh well, I forgot again that you are a senior worker there.

If we learn how to respect other people and not tend to judge people from the beginning, life could be so easy. Don't you see this. Oh my God.

Human can't stop make a judgement, don't they?

2011-07-23T06:40:00.000-07:00

This crazy cycle of the-24-hour-clock is for the I-like-privacy-and-happy-to-have-no-people-to-disturb-me dude.

p/s : Please, do something with your life. We live once. Cherish it yaw.

Are you who you are a year ago?

2011-07-23T06:28:00.000-07:00

July 23, 2011;

Keep calm if your not the same way as you are for the past a year. Resolution after resolution has been made and maybe - maybe it is not as easy as we thought to achieve it.

For me, everything I write here it is something that I can't talk about it out loud. Everything I feel is never actually be explained. I can't find the words to describe the whole lot things.

I've been so reserved for the past years. It is like an endless cycles of emotions that I don't know how to clarify to anyone. I met people at work. and even had a crush. so be it because I know it is just temporary you see.

And I guess life is not that simple.

Yo check it

2011-07-23T06:26:00.001-07:00

Woooooooooooo ~

2011-07-23T00:19:00.000-07:00

Damrak - Amsterdam.

2011-07-23T00:11:00.000-07:00

I had a crush on you. Yes you.

2011-07-22T23:50:00.000-07:00

Your brain during 5 different activities.

I've been there like 3 months and I started thinking, yeah its you. But..

2011-07-22T23:31:00.000-07:00

23 July,2011;

An awkward goodbye and yet feeling something towards you is way not a good combination.

It is not like it is unbearable, but you see if it will continue to be somewhat awkward feeling and so be it. It must be a specific reasons why only now we started to be like smiling-to-one another. I don't wanna be interpreted to be this wrong. This is so much wrong.

But anyhow, its good to know you are a good person. A good person who has some else yet that some else is having a complicated time with you.

Idk. I want this to be end, and I'm glad I'm not going to be there anymore. Phew!

No no no.

2011-06-06T06:25:00.000-07:00

June 6, 2011;

I feel like I'm stepping out of some trance. I was so busy chasing after dot dot dot, I never look closely enough at what I was chasing. I've been such a idiot.

2011-05-09T06:14:00.000-07:00

"I want to remember it all. If all is too much, then some of it. No, more than some of it. Almost all. Almost all, with blanks reserved for the missing parts."

2011-05-09T06:08:00.000-07:00

I am romantic, but reasonable.

Weather Forecast

2011-05-09T05:58:00.000-07:00

May 9,2011;

Can someone please explain this early-May tropical weather crisis.

I'm pretty sure that I was wrong

2011-05-09T05:37:00.000-07:00

May 9,2011;

I grew up thinking that work field is going to be easy. As easy as I think it will be. To be able to think that thing is easy thing and be in the working field is just two different things.

Good luck to me yaw!

Shall I compare you to.....?

2011-05-02T01:49:00.000-07:00

May 2, 2011;

Sssap. I'm currently with a bunch of notes, pile of books which I don't even know what I've been flipping through for the pass hours.

Last night, after I've done perform my solat Maghrib, my mind can't stop thinking about my late dad. I was like sobbing for half an hour (without I realized that). and it turn out my eyes was swelling and obviously I keep saying that I had an overslept and so it is the result. Like another 3 days, it will be a year dad left us. I can recall it vividly each moment when he left us. I have so much to regret and yet its too late to be regret.

Our Doa is always with you, Abah. I wish you were here, listen to my stories because there is so much to tell. Eating breakfast together at UPM, jog together here. and for the most part that I miss about you, I have no one to call Abah anymore.

May Allah be with you. Love you Abah.

*Teary eyes.

When it does strikes...!

2011-04-18T23:25:00.000-07:00

April 19,2011;

I can't help it but to be lazy around! I should be studying now. aaaaaa.

From now on, I promise to:

Study!
Stop whining.
Never give up.

Is that all?

The list should keep going.

The 100th post #2.

2011-04-17T04:49:00.000-07:00

April 17,2011;

Uhmmm (clear throats), I don't think it will make it. Even if you are that certain someone.

Throwing another mindless post

2011-04-16T08:56:00.000-07:00

April 16,2011;

As I'm typing this, I'm listening to Reset (Intro) - Se7en.

Well, I'm like 'why the hell I can not sleep tonite". The previous night I was like sleeping at 9pm until the next subuh. It's not like I'm tired of something or sleep deprived. Uhmmm, Imma need a full of book shelves which is FULL with shopaholic collection. Uhmmm, what's the name was it? *duhh, forgot!

All I want....

2011-04-16T08:54:00.000-07:00

big eraser to erase all big mistakes.

What's nice of being at home?

2011-04-15T00:39:00.000-07:00

April 15, 2011;

I can eat all I want. Whenever I want. 하하하하하하하하~

2011-04-14T22:31:00.001-07:00

It has been a tiring year and I have a feeling that it won’t slow down

Because today is Friday

2011-04-14T22:23:00.000-07:00

April 2011, 15;

Nothing more interesting other than chillin' out at home. Place like no other.

and because its Friday!

The 100th post.

2011-03-17T22:04:00.001-07:00

March 18, 2011;

Okey laaa. I confessed la. I like this certain someone.

Current Addiction : 왜

2011-02-25T07:12:00.001-08:00

February 25,2011;

나는 Keep it low, 나는 keep it low.

2011-01-31T03:02:00.001-08:00

January 31,2011;

If I had kids, I think I'm going not just a good mommy to them, but I'll be a friend to them. Like no other :)

MASUM

2011-01-27T23:23:00.004-08:00

January 28, 2011;

Week 4 at UPM seems to be too little too fast than I thought it would be. What's on my mind now, someone is asking me to join MASUM for Chess game. Being representative of your university is no easy thing to me you see. Why? Because Chess is one of the most SUSPEND game you will ever played. You can get distracted easily than you think you can be, you can get so stress, so yeah, stressful. I don't know why I played them at first place.

When I was in my elementary school, I was a player for my school and my state. Really it is hard for me. I can't even sleep at night thinking about the next day game. Oh myyy. Who invent this game! I wanna play them, but not in a stressful way.

Must practice now!

2011-01-08T18:59:00.000-08:00

Dear Heart-Broken Singles,

Never get mad when you see your ex with someone new. Your parents have always taught you to give your old toys to the less fortunate.

Sincerely, Life

Reflection of one day.

2011-01-05T17:16:00.000-08:00

January 6,2011;

Before went to sleep, I reflect myself for the current day. What did I do wrong for that day, what I was thinking etc etc etc. I don't know why and I end up crying sometime. In the next morning, I will have so like puffy eyes because of the emotional-reflect-ridden previous night. Most of the time, I will flashback about my late dad and was thinking maybe things get even better with him beside me.

The other things like relationship between friends. Which friends giving me hard time in class and which friends is beside me when I'm having hard time. As hard as rock. Sometimes it's just to personal to burst out our feelings towards things that we missed the most. And what's worse, the more you miss that person, the more pain in the heart will be. How can I bare missing my dad like that.

God, please be with me. This pain, this regrets, is killing me inside.

2010-12-29T05:10:00.000-08:00

Icantstandit.icantstandit.icantstandit. Icantstandit.icantstandit.icantstandit.

How & When....

2010-12-28T10:54:00.000-08:00

December 29,2010;

....I can be this precious. To be precious that :

Warmer than any sunshine (Warm enough to erase the memories that were like a thorn)

More beautiful than any gem (Fluttered enough to keep the memories of the past summer)

Cleaner than any sky (Touched my broken heart without any words)
Clearer than any glass (The flutters that allow me to do anything if you are with me)

My Precious.
So long 2010.

Health concious...

2010-12-22T01:03:00.000-08:00

December 22,2010;

...became part of my daily life now. I started to eat healthy, spend most of my free time read articles about healthy lifestyle (isn't it cliche enough), beginning of listing what's good and what's bad for body, and my healthy knowledge is like 6/10.

Way to go girl.

I even bought books about eating healthy. The only reason I bought that book because I realize that I'm not growing young, I'm growing old. So, should we started to change something? For a better life. For future! Yeahhh.

2010-12-22T01:01:00.000-08:00

An insignificant change is not a change.

2010-12-22T00:57:00.000-08:00

December 22,2010;

2011

2010-12-21T04:55:00.000-08:00

December 21,2010;

Impian long term:

Wanna spend more time with my girls. When you girls semua is coming back to Malaysia, we are doing catching up until we are tired looking to each other and sampai nk muntah.
Go get a 'future-husband' / duhh?
Gonna let my financial status stable mode.
Physically healthy & wealthy

Enough said!

2010-12-20T03:55:00.000-08:00

I’m buying a new diary for 2011. How about Starbucks Diary?

any dates that I shoud remember? :)

2010-12-18T22:07:00.000-08:00

You are a shooting star that’s why you’re my favorite

2010-12-18T04:09:00.000-08:00

December 18,2010;

I'm having a bad, bad day
It's about time that I get my way
Steamrolling whatever I see
I'm having a bad, bad day
If you take it personal, that's okay
Watch, this is so fun to see
Oh, Despicable Me.

For all I care

2010-12-18T00:04:00.000-08:00

December 18,2010;

I say :

Life's good
All things is in the place
Liking when bad news is not bad news after all
Be setting a good future plans
Expanding social skills is... GOOD - duh!
Making oneself into human again

So, are we good? yea?
keep.it.up.

2010-12-17T02:51:00.000-08:00

The results are officially up on the site..

Worried about getting extend another year at UPM, I'm gonna work hardER than ever.

The Power of Heels

2010-12-17T02:47:00.000-08:00

2010-12-16T11:02:00.000-08:00

December 17,2010;

Never knew that consuming coffee for fun can caused me big time headache and I guess I never seem to be getting enough sleep tonite.

Well-ummmm, Good Night. Sweet dreams. Pray before off to sleep. Of course, stay away from keyboards. AFK for now. Night.

Get my mind straight!

2010-12-16T10:24:00.000-08:00

December 17,2010;
I'm running out of holidays :'(
Be back to UPM for few weeks. It means New Year is just around the corner ey?
Its not bad or good or happening tomorrow.
It is what it is.

ezloveycraft 1st giveaway

2010-12-16T10:10:00.000-08:00

They giving their very first giveaway with cute little plushie. So come and join them. Click on the picture below and simply follow the instructions. Tagging
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Fana

:)

2010-12-16T08:10:00.000-08:00

I'm grown up, meet just the right guy and have kids. HOPEFULLY. Amin.

2010-12-15T23:25:00.000-08:00

I.WANT.NOTHING.MORE.THAN.A.CASUAL.LOVE.

Yeah,My heart is beating for a certain someone.

Twist Tounge Flint Lockwood Way. Awesome!

2010-12-15T23:07:00.000-08:00

December 16,2010;

Practice makes perfect you see. So, practice practice practice.

*Laughing much? Me too. HA-HA-HA-HA !!!!

2010-12-15T22:43:00.000-08:00

December 16,2010;

Be as strong as steel and as rocky as the stock market. Will ya? Its a funny thing about coming to UPM back soon. Looks the same, smells the same, feels the same. And I realize what is change is myself.

MUST.WORK.HARD.NOW.

YOU.CAN.DO.IT.

The Team Mates.

2010-12-15T02:56:00.000-08:00

December 15,2010;

I can't stop laughing when watching this. At some point, I don't know why. Seriously, its funny. Ha ha ha ha ha !!!

Taken from Shrek the Third. Ha ha. Its so funny. Im gonna cry. Crazy funny! hahaha.

Wonder. Think. Have Regrets.

2010-12-14T00:30:00.000-08:00

December 14,2010;

I was thinking that I'm getting....old. Not so old. My mother getting older, my big sisters. My little sister getting matured, getting hold into a commitment sooner. My best friends is getting in the relationship which I don't and they kept telling me not to be so picky. I'm not! The time will come. I just need to wait a little longer.

How do I look in future? I don't know. Suddenly, out of nowhere I'm thinking of what will be happened to me.

Having thought about how I'm gonna be in ten years forward really makes me wonder. Alone. I'm on my own. Hello future, can you brief me how I'm doing forward there? I'm I okay? Ouh God, please be with me.

I have regrets. Yes. Everyone does. But I don't think it is worth to think about that. As long as I'm doing good, I'm okay. Yeah. I'm okay.

Kinda miss my dad. Miss you Abah. ( I wish I had more time to spend with you. My biggest regrets. )

Desperate. Big Time.

2010-12-13T23:59:00.000-08:00

December 14,2010;

Well Happy Birthday to my littlest sister.

. . . . . .

Can someone please tell me how to keep hair moisture? Uhhhh. Help me. My hair looks dull this day. owwwwhh!

Yes. I so get it. Defriended me much huh?

2010-12-11T09:09:00.000-08:00

December 12,2010;

Well, I guess you try to friendless me huh. Okay. It's okay. Really it was. Never ever try to reply me. I'm so cool with what happen. You make this happen. Let's just be friend and be nice to each other, there's nothing to be misconception ey?

After so long and this is what happen? Oh my. What are trying to say behaviorally/non-behaviorally ?

What ever it is, I SO GET IT! You,yes you! are no longer friend with me. You make me wait after you start all this.

Thank you mate!

Hello New Year ? 2011 ?

2010-12-10T04:42:00.000-08:00

December 10,2010;

I'm turning 22 soon. Oh my. What? 22? I have so much to do. I need to travel. I mean a lot of travel. To let my self happy again. Results are out. Yeah pretty much happy with the results. I mean, its the climb for next semester.

I have less than a month before the semester start. Keeping up with Twitter, always. Still didn't unpack my things since I just went back from Taiping. That is one of the vacation that I love the most. Relaxing. Pool. No beach, but they do have rainfalls. Yeahhh.

Im off to jog with my best friend tomorrow. Need to catch up. What's hot, what's not.

With Love.

2010-12-10T03:03:00.000-08:00

December 10,2010;

I'm putting much love to my blog now and ever since.
Chow for now.

Give it up to you. Give it up to you!

2010-11-18T08:45:00.000-08:00

November 19,2010;

I can't help it to adore them. Don't call me brand cautious, because sure you going to like them too. Trust me! So, bestfriends, can I have this for my coming birthday? ;) *wink wink. awwww too bad I can't have it on my own.

Oh baby, I love you.

IMY.

2010-11-16T21:14:00.000-08:00

November 17,2010;

I miss you. Will never stop missing you.
.
.
.
.
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Dad. RIP. May Allah be with you.

Sweet and Nice.

2010-11-16T09:19:00.000-08:00

November 17,2010;

yeah,dis is what I've been up to when I'm a bout to lose my mind. I was holding my mechanical pencil, and start to write shit. oh no shit. well,the semester it ended pretty quick. fulls of dramas, craps, memories loaded, bad news, good news, good friends, bad friends, healthy lifestyle and what not, scandals and no scandals, ups and down, hated and loved, good gred and sucks in of it all, being mad and happy, good/bad lecturers and lectures;

and that I tell ya, all gonna wrap up. buried somewhere in mind. fully locked out. and I'll be resting in like I never be because when I had a straight hell of 5 papers, I felt nauseous! I was like consuming caffeine like I was so thirsty. And out of blue, Im asking some of my friend. ughh. That is why I hate caffeine. Just so u know guys, I started to hate so-called 'STUDY WEEK'. It didn't work well with me you see.

I'm going to start spreading loves again. A LOTs of it into this blog.

Oh-Okay.

2010-10-25T03:02:00.000-07:00

25 October,2010;

I feel like writing back here. I dont know you see. I have a strong feelings to keep writing here. After so-so-very long enough not updating here,I mean, what I've been thinking to abandon this so-called wtf ?! He He He. well, I'll keep writing here too.

Movingg. Im movingg.

2010-10-22T06:51:00.000-07:00

I'm move to http://didzarin.tumblr.com/
follow me here.
okayh?
cheers!

Me being stressful and depress

2010-09-26T09:24:00.000-07:00

September 27,2010;

Doesn't mean someone is not crying over things that they used to love they are not in pain.
Doesn't mean someone is not mad when someone is being protective.
Doesn't mean someone is weak when they remain silent.

*sigh.
I felt gloomy these days.
I'm in great pain which I dont know how to tell. how to arrange my story in line. where to begin. when to stop.

the fact that I'm such a hard-headed,hot-tempered bring me to this gloominess.
shall I stop of being like this?

I wish that somebody can read what my heart can tell.

Losing my mind

2010-09-16T05:00:00.000-07:00

September 16,2010;

Have you ever felt like, you put your heart and soul into your work, and you have lost your mind in the process of finishing them.

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yes, im losing my mind!

\m/ peace out baby!
idle

Raya/Holiday?

2010-09-12T05:14:00.000-07:00

September 11,2010;

Today is special!
and
I am listening to lots of raya song which I hate the most!
*sigh

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well, when you are so-not-into-raya, you will crack your head like crazy to figure out where and what to do. what I mean was, today is the 2nd day of raya, and the hell am doing blogging now? yes, holiday is like everyday-weekends.

I was strangely relaxed, sleepy and lazy,too. My house felt cozy than my very own room at UPM (which of course!). haha. fouhhhh. There were many things I wanted to say, some of them not nice at all. I hated to waste any part of the holiday with sleep at home/duduk rumah jeh/tgk tv jeh. I'll be back tomorrow with more blogging work.

*well, I'm struggling with the font of my blog. ughhh. I hate the current font!
\m/ peace out!

My too-many-stuff Desk

2010-09-07T03:46:00.000-07:00

Today's entry is : My Desk.

here we go. lets name the stuffs.
My too-many-stuff Desk have:
- ridsects.
- Adidas bottle ( a gift from my friends); i have one before,but I misplaced it.
- my very-very-very crucial time table.
- magic roll with blue handy.
- Cimb red octopus.
- some domino's coupons.
- turquoise wallets.

peace out \m/

Color of the Year 2010

2010-09-06T23:19:00.000-07:00

September 7,2010;

I believe that everybody have a unique lens of seeing colors. To me, dis color is color of the year of myself. I mean, its okay to tolerate differences.

it is eye catching!

When your hair need an attention

2010-09-06T08:47:00.000-07:00

September 6,2010;

I need to make an adjustment. regarding my brown hair.

Alive and kicking!

2010-09-06T08:07:00.000-07:00

September 5,2010;

its been awhile that i kept myself 'idle'. quick update.
Wahidah now/currently on freaking holiday, try to continue blogging/bugging, not to forget meeting old friends, learning Ps, im waiting my new so called anak buah. (like another 8months) and always sleeping at home.

done!
ouhhhh pls pls pls. take me out for a walk. i mean at the park.
thanks.

Accompany!

2010-05-15T00:28:00.000-07:00

May 2010,15;

Beach, be friend with me now. Im so gonna need you.

and

its already a week dad left us.

*teary eyes

Someone I called ABAH

2010-05-08T03:18:00.000-07:00

May 8,2010;

I'm in early May. Yeah. Its May. and.. dis is wut happen in May.

I just wish I could let you know, how much I don't want you to leave, how much I appreciate your company.

Hj. Zaharin Ariffin

August 1,1952 - May 5, 2010

ahhhh. why why.

2010-03-18T00:55:00.001-07:00

March 2010,18;

I had a ym conversation with him while I was at faculty dis evening,and I hate to admit that; I MISS YOU much.

Yes,I hate!

2010-03-11T05:21:00.000-08:00

March 10,2010;

I hate man when he doesnt acting in his age. Like seriously.

I Shall start to get to book. Like so freaking now!

2010-03-01T22:59:00.000-08:00

March 1, 2010;

Oyeahh. What a week!
Week 10 = Test 2.

like REAL SOON!

Notes = Revise.

Tutorial = Revise.

Idle.

\/m peace out.

Yeaaa! Finally.

2010-02-22T09:09:00.000-08:00

February 23,2010;

yeayy. The decision has been made!

options vs decision.

2010-02-20T05:03:00.000-08:00

February 20,2010;

My sisters always,and always scrutinizing my boring jeans-and-a-t shirt outfit in a way that made me self-conscious. Probably plotting another makeover for my brother's coming wed. haiyohhh. never mind. this is not the major topic for today.

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I half expected this to happen. yea. I mean, seriously I don't. I DON'T. I don't like it when I happen to make an options. no,no. when I HAVE to make a decision. to make a choice that probably change everything. self,please turn yourself at ease as possible.

*sighhh

Choices

2010-02-18T22:06:00.000-08:00

February 17,2010;

When face with two choices,simply toss a coin. It works not because it settles the question for you.

But because in that brief moment when the coin is in the air, you suddenly know what you are hoping for. But still,this is quite...hurmm. If it is meant to happen, it is going to happen. Dont ya thinkkk??

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dear guitar, i cant help it but to let u go and give up on you! ouch. i'll learn about u later. (hehe)

The creative ink

2010-02-07T20:28:00.000-08:00

February 8,2010;

Tired of being workaholic. I need a break. Always wish I can do something that wasn't in my to-do and doing list. See some sight that was never in the plan. Something massive. Radiant. Maybe a million times better than the one that u can imagine. **Sighing with pleasure.

When thinking about it, there's a sudden lump in my throat. God, please let me finish what I have started. When the spirit of the creative ink is on, you can't beat the real thing.

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CNY - Planning to finish Twenties Girl and Eclipse. I WISH! i'll get busy with Nizam Memphis's wed. FOR SURE.

p/s: This is weird. Im really not sure what's going on.

The permission

2010-02-05T19:03:00.000-08:00

February 6,2010;

A list of feelings.

2010-02-04T22:59:00.000-08:00

February 5,2010;

A list of feelings

Nostalgia

Longing

Anxiety

Anticipation

Contentment

Love

Elation

Understanding

Nervousness

Decisiveness

Melancholy

Hopefulness

I wish I could sleep w/o wasting time.

zzzz

please pleaseeee.

2010-02-02T08:24:00.000-08:00

February 2,2010;

I need a brand new guitar and guitar class.

please??

re-map the soul

2010-02-02T08:08:00.000-08:00

February 1,2010;

i.WAS.missing.you

goodbye.

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Hello February. Finally, u are here with me.

tskk.

time flies.

and I happen to be so busy and am studying my ass off for test and assignments;

and i don't have much time to catch up with friends.

breath easy, baby.

everything gonna be just fine.

this is just a beginning.

u will have more when u are in HK.

yiackss!

bare with me February.

Let it be done!

2010-01-27T21:50:00.000-08:00

Jan 27,2010;

My study priorities spirit is burning again.

and Happy b-day to Aniq Izzat.

Ouwh crap!

2010-01-26T02:29:00.000-08:00

Jan 26,2010;

I'm going to make sure to keep my blog alive because blog need loves too. haha.

cheers everybody.

happy b-day brotha.

2010-01-26T00:19:00.000-08:00

Jan 23,2010;

Nizam Memphis. Happy b-day. Your bachelor life gonna end soon. As in 2 weeks from now ?? haha. Be good homie, be good. Dream high, and you fly low.

HBTY!!!

Two types of people

2010-01-23T20:07:00.000-08:00

Jan 20,2010;

Two types of people

people that wear blue shirts, and people that wear orange shirts.

dudes back in school!!

2010-01-03T20:32:00.000-08:00

Jan 3,2010;

did a hang outs with 4 dudes today and yesterday, dudes back in school of mine.

at some point, I felt like I still with them,chit chatting.

memories are the only things that don't change when everything else does.

sighhhh~

my school mates are just too awesome!! love it love it!! like seriously.

guys and girls.

really,they know me much.

happy new year

2010-01-01T03:25:00.000-08:00

lets complete the incomplete resolutions of 2009 in 2010 yeaa.

peace out.

super duper new addiction

2009-12-28T19:42:00.000-08:00

Like seriously I'm addicted.

but somehow,someday,

I'm gonna get bored,too.

;DDDDD

so,enjoy 'it'.

as simple as dat.

wahahahahaha!

im so freakinggg satisfied!!

yeaaaa finally.

IQ Test

2009-12-25T20:28:00.000-08:00

This is a mathematical challenge, and it's been said that:

If you're an engineer, you should be able to solve it (under) three minutes,
If you're an architect, in three hours;
If you're a doctor, in six hours;
If you're an accountant, in three months and
If you're a lawyer, probably never.

Them

2009-12-24T06:07:00.000-08:00

since first time I saw all of you...

I knew that you guys are different than other coffee and bread..

I just knew it..

meeting all of you was the greatest part of my life.. (exaggerate nye aku)

there was something bout you guys..

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HAHA.

sound poetic huh?

dude, I just love FOOD.

everybody does.

don't we?

only the anorexic and bulimic who doesn't.

Chuck Bass & Christina Yang

2009-12-23T04:18:00.000-08:00

I do think Chuck Bass is a cool guy in Gossip Girl.

Don't you agree with me?

No?

Think again. HAHA.

Christina Yang in Grey's Anatomy always speaks her mind,

and

she won the hot dog eating contest against all of her friends.

HAHAHA.

NEVER too late

2009-12-23T03:16:00.000-08:00

Even if I say it'll be alright
Still I hear you say you want to end your life
Now and again we try to just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it around 'cause it's not too late
It's never too late

- Three Days Grace

Re-cap

2009-12-21T18:41:00.000-08:00

Okayh lets recap peeps. A very quick recap wut happen in 2009.

January - May

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Of course the very busy months with a huge workload! 2nd Semester.

July

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Yours truly bday. hehe. thanx fer such a lovely lovely small partayyyy for me.

My friends are just to awesome! love it love it love it.

August - November

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Another workload! 3rd semester.

Parents off to Mecca.

December

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Waiting for another workload! 4th semester.

and!

lets conclude.

myself and workload are bestfriend forever.

can u imagine dat ??

pffffttt.

L I F e S t y L e

2009-12-20T06:31:00.000-08:00

My lifestyle and mylife. dis is what is gonna be.

Here we make stress! and here we release stress.

make sense huh?

;DD

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anyway, guhhh! today is sunday. why im here doin' dis?

i should be doin' movie/hang outs/wutever.

wtf.

Can't Wait

2009-12-20T01:58:00.000-08:00

dont be nervous. no! be nervous.

new semester wont be easy anymore.

yiacksss!

-- peace out --

Typical Weekends

2009-12-20T01:44:00.000-08:00

Siblings day out!! best describe my weekends when parents not around.

Big laugh. Always-s-s-s-s love the big laugh. HAHAHA.

Practically, these are what I had for dinner at Village View.

Chicken Wings

Chicken Chop

hot chocolate

-- AM --

.........be prepared to burn all the calories taken yeaa!

Pathway

2009-12-20T01:41:00.001-08:00

im walking in my very own road.

and dont expect everyone else to do the same.

it will only crowd my path, right?

BIG TIME plan; 2010

2009-12-20T01:36:00.000-08:00

Well,its been A LITTLE awkward. but still. have to update stuff.

We, the course mates had A LOT to discuss - our upcoming CCSE games, 2010 celebs, jerseys, jackets, etc.

What is on my mind now roughly are:

O N E

I have always wanted to have a BIG BIG BIG new year celebs with close friends.

simply having a BIG laugh together.

T W O

All the crazayy sh*t that I wanted to do is to celeb a coming burfday of 2 close peoples.

Lets get poppin'. Eggs, flour - dude, dun blame me becos ur burfday is coming ur way!

Wahaha. *Evil laugh

T H R E E

Get the jerseys done!!! - for CCSE games. I've been thinking A LOT 'bout this. *grunt

F O U R

Wanna go hike. Camping. Chess some more. Bowling ?? - Lets go go go!

F I V E

Release my second design on web *wheww.

S I X

Get busy with life absolutely don't we ? Make miracles in my life ! bleghh. (Cheers!)